February 2009
Dear boyfriend
I’m happy that you’re mine. I like how you dont underestimate me like the others, I like how you look to me for help when you need it… and dont feel ashamed. I like when you make me laugh, even though because of your bad english im just laughing at how cute you are. I like how when i cry and look into your eyes, I can see tears welling up in them too because you hate to see me...
this song always reminds me of my mom.
she used...
im really not a negative person... but...
reblogging is insane on here. holy shit. i like reblogs. once in awhile. when its reblog worthy.
but when i see like… twenty fucking million reblogs of something that isnt THAT reblog worthy…
i want to stab myself in the eye.
i cant resist him and his simplicity.
me: geez....look at the sunset. it's so gorgeous... the clouds look amazing today.
boyfriend: ya babe. gorgeous. like my girlfriend.
I got a letter from my cousin in prison the other...
it was dated “Mon-26th-who cares”
it’s crazy to think about how long he’s been in there. He’s only ten days younger than me, yet he’s been in prison for the last five years. I cant imagine being in a place like that.
anyway. I havent talked to him in a really really long time. LONG time. last time i think i saw him was when I was in the 7th grade.
The...
January 2009
snaks.
boyfriend: babe snak is fucked up animal
me: i like snakes
boyfriend: nooo babe snak is bad animal, you never know when bam like that they want to bit or kill you
me: theyre neat though, i want to have one one day
boyfriend: babbbeee no you dont need to get snak one day
me: why not
boyfriend: snak is fucked up animal.
me: snakeeee say snake. when you say snack youre talking about little pieces of cheese or a cracker. most people really DO like snacks. they taste really yummy.
boyfriend: snake. you know what im saying. snnake is fuuucked up.
me: why you do think theyre so fucked up...
boyfriend: CAUSE babe, you dont say "hey i like snak" that's wrong. its okay for when people say they like dolphin or cat or dog
me: do you like dolphins?
boyfriend: ya babe, i like dolphin. not snak.
I need to move.
waking up to little things is slowly getting to me.
especially being sick like this.
I cant retire to my room and pounce down on my bed that is never made.
pillows strewn about.
micellanious incense that is only half burnt.
random paintings that are never finished randomly positioned in the corner of my room…
ear plugs always sitting on a side dresser next to my bed, along with a...
im
so done with facebook and myspace.
devincastro:
Lykke Li - Tonight
My friend...
i think
im dying.
I’m so sick i have that ill smell to my skin, slowly seeping out through my pores. I would rather my head explode right now, shattering bone fragments into the celing. at least i wouldnt have so much built up pressure in my skull.
i feel like fucking shit.
i miss my frienddddds
devincastro:
Sigur Rós - Saeglópur (Crash...
“Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it’s our job to...”
– Kathleen Mifsud (via bitchville)
beautifully said
i love change. i love knowledge. i love my life.
you know that butterfly feeling? i have it with him. still.
which is a nice change for me. ever since my ex boyfriend, nothing like that has really been there. Yeah, Ive liked a lot of guys since then. a… LOT. Without a doubt, PROBABLY too many. I wont lie.
break up, turn 21, bartend, loose 60 pounds. all that at once is a big change, and a drastic lifestyle change. a good time to...
i knewwwwwwww it. I knew he would like them. thats how guys are. if its fried, crispy, and sweet…. theyre sold. what guy couldnt adore them :) hell, it was hard for me to resist those little crispy bastards myself.
yay. i dont even care that I didnt get any now. he completely adored them. and the picture.
FUCK YOU BANANA CHIPS!!!!!
:( i burnt most of them.
but no worries…
i have a plan….
2 tags
reincarnated?
michael phelps.
coincidence?????
matthew mcgrory
no way this is just a coincidence… THE FACE DOESNT LIE
boyfriend: babe, how you spell dying? d-i-i-e-n-g-?
me: no
boyfriend: d-u-i-n-g?
me: no
boyfriend: d-i-e-n-g?
me: no
boyfriend: d-u-n-g?
me: no
boyfriend: d-u-i-n-g?
me: no, you already said that one.
boyfriend: e
me: no
boyfriend: i
me: no
boyfriend: a
me: y. d-y-i-n-g
boyfriend: fuuuuuuuuuck...................
(Ray Lamontagne - Let It Be Me)
instant...
(radiohead - nude)
zzzZZZ.
livesophia:
Coldplay - Don’t Panic
Oh, we’re...
i think
my boyfriend is the best invention ever.
..
…
….
and hookahs ;)
i like stuff thats mashed.
like potatoes. except...
I realize the Bible is full of crazy shit, but can... →
livesophia:
Ezekiel 4:12-17
12 Eat the food as you would a barley cake; bake it in the sight of the people, using human excrement for fuel.” 13 The LORD said, “In this way the people of Israel will eat defiled food among the nations where I will drive them.”
14 Then I said, “Not so, Sovereign LORD! I have never defiled myself. From my youth until now I have never eaten anything found...